| Location | ♥ღ ♥♥born In Newcastle,now My Beautiful Son Is Resting On A Little Fluffy Cloud♥ღ ♥♥ |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 28/05/2005 |
| Date of Death | 28/05/2005 |
| Visitors | 9,565 since 29/04/2008 |
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ALTHOUGH I'M NOT GETTING ON HERE MUCH YOU&YOUR ANGELS ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS...I'M JUST SO SORRY THAT I'M ALWAYS STRUGGLING FOR TIME TO GET ON HERE..ESPECIALLY NOW THAT THERE IS A NEW ADDITION TO OUR FAMILY HIS NAME IS KYLE MACKENSIE AND HE WAS BORN ON THE 5TH OF AUGUST 2010 AND HE IS JUST BEAUTIFUL.LOVE AND BIG HUGS ALWAYS ....MICHELLE♥xXxXx♥
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I'M SORRY FOR THE LACK OF CANDLES AT THE MOMENT,I'M FINDING IT DIFFICULT TO GET THE TIME TO COME ON REGULARY,PLEASE DON'T THINK I FORGOTTEN ALL YOUR ANGEL'S BECAUSE I HAVEN'T THEY'RE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHT'S&I WILL TRY MY VERY BEST TO GET ON TO LIGHT THEIR CANDLES WHEN POSSIBLE.THANK-YOU SO MUCH TO ALL OF YOU WHO CONTINUE TO LIGHT CANDLES,PUT PICTURES&TRIBUTES ON MY LITTLE BOY CIARAN'S MEMORIAL YOU ALL HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART& IT MEANS A LOT TO ME.LOTS OF LOVE&HUGS TO YOU ALL ALWAYS&YOUR ANGEL'S. MICHELLE.XxXxXxXxXxX
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CIARAN'S DUE DATE WAS:2ND SEPTEMBER 2005.MISS YOU MY BABY BOY.XxXxX
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Ciaran was stillborn at 2:31a:m on the 28th May 2005.At 26 weeks gestation,he weighed 260g as he must have passed away weeks earlier.
Ciaran has an elder brother Daniel who is 12,and now also has 2 little sisters,Jaymiee who is 18mths was born on my birthday and that was my best birthday present ever.Jaymiee was named this as a tribute to Ciaran who's middle name was Jamie we just chose to spell it differently so it was more girly,his other little sister is called Scarlett and she is nearly 16 weeks.Daniel is autistic that is why the gap is so big between him and his sisters as it was hard looking after him in the early years.
My husband and i then thought the time was right to try for another baby and i conceived within 2mths which was a suprise,i went for my 12 weeks scan but was told we had to go back in 2 weeks as they said i was there too early,they said at the hospital i was only 10 weeks,so we went back and everything was fine and well and no problems.The 20 week scan then came around and the only concern my husband and i had at the time was,if it was a little boy autism could arise again,sure enough our baby was another little boy,my mam who was with us got a bit upset for us and i said to her it was o.k if Ciaran did turn out to be autistic we would deal with it if that was the case,as long as we had our baby it wasn't an issue,as everything was fine with Ciaran's scan it showed up no problems.
But little did we know what was around the corner for us.
On Wednesday May the 26th i went for a routine appointment with the midwife at my doctors,we were in the middle of decorating Ciaran's room at the time,i was called into the room and was asked the usual questions had i felt baby move etc,my reply was that i hadn't,so the midwife got me to lie down and started to check for Ciaran's heartbeat,she moved all over my stomach but nothing was heard and my stomach started to churn,the midwife said he was probably playing hide and seek but she said i needed to go to the hospital for a scan,by this time i was starting to get upset,then i thought it 's probably me overreacting and we'll come from the hospital and everything would be fine,how totally wrong i was ,the sonographer scanned over my stomach,i was too scared to look at the screen and the words the sonographer said still run round in my head today was,i'm so sorry Michelle,i just burst in to tears ,the pain was unreal,we were then taken into another room different people coming talking to us about all what happens next,which i didn't really want to hear,then i had to take medication to stop the pregnancy,which took me ages to do i didn't want to take it,although i knew Ciaran had already gone i felt by taking this tablet i was killing him all over again,we were then sent home to return 48 hrs later for me to deliver Ciaran,we were put in a suite on the delivery ward where you could hear all the newborn babies crying and being pushed along the corridors in their incubators,i've never cried so much in my entire life as much as i have going through this totally heartbreaking experience leaving that hospital without our baby was the hardest thing i've ever had to do i just felt so empty.I never saw Ciaran ,as i gave birth i kept my eyes shut so i didn't see him,i sat for hours trying to pluck up the strength and courage to go and hold our little boy and look at him but i couldn't i just couldn't think straight,Ciaran's daddy and nana went in to see him and i asked them if they honestly thought i could cope with seeing him and they advised me not to as they didn't think at that time i could cope this is now something i deeply regret ,if only you could turn back time ,even the midwife who was looking after me was in tears.We had Ciaran blessed in the hospital we even got the same chaplin to come to our home and bless Ciaran's room.The next week was Ciaran's funeral and when the hearse pulled up with his little white coffin i ran up to the car and told them that myself and my husband wanted to carry our little son's coffin in ourselves ,Ciaran's service was beautiful,i cry every time i play or hear any of the songs we played at his funeral,i still cry most times ,mainly when i'm on my own i try to get through each day that passes i have my good days and bad days like everyone who has been through this ,i know what my baby looked like now as i have his pictures on disc,but it took me nearly 3 years to look at them but i'm glad i did,our baby has a memorial plaque in a place called Snowdrop Garden which was specially created for people who have lost babies,Ciaran also has a garden we made for him in which we have lots of teddybears,windmills,windchimes,
garden ornaments,angel cherubs and flowers,we do this as it gives us comfort and we try to go every week if possible,we kept Ciarans ashes so he is at home with us in a sense,it's not the same as him being here with us in person and we miss him so unbearably much.
CIARAN JAMIE SNOWDON WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH OUR TINY LITTLE ANGEL AND ALWAYS WILL FOREVER AND EVER.XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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CIARAN OUR BEAUTIFUL ANGEL,ALWAYS MISSED NEVER FORGOTTEN,LOVE YOU FROM HERE TO ETERNITY.XxXxX
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♥We clasp our Hands Tight together
but fingers are pointing up straight.
then from our hearts we say some words
hoping they reach you is our fate♥
♥for deep in our soul we miss you so much
and wanting to show you that we care
we close our eyes speak through our hands
and we send you a little prayer♥
♥ Our father who art in Heaven
Keep my Angel near
Lord i will keep you close to me
untill i see my Angel appear♥
♥By Lisa Heritage♥
FOR A SPECIAL ANGEL XXX
A little tribute, small and tender,
Just to say we still remember.
The tears in my eyes I can wipe away,
The ache in my heart will never go away.
Tenderly we treasure the past,
With memories that will always last.
As you were you will always be,
Treasured forever in our memory.
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I felt an angel near today,
Though one I could not see,
I felt an angel, oh, so close,
Sent to comfort me.
I felt an angel’s gentle kiss,
Soft upon my cheek,
And oh, whitout a single word
Of caring it did speak.
I felt an angels loving touch,
Soft upon my heart,
And with that touch, I felt the pain
And hurt within depart.
I felt an angel’s tepid tears,
Fall softly next to mine
And knew that as those tears did dry
A new day would be mine.
I felt an angel’s silken wings
Enfold me with pure love
And felt a strength within me grow
A strength sent from above.
I felt an angel, oh so close
Though one I could not see
I felt an angel near today,
Sent to comfort me.
Author: Unknown
MY NEW YEAR WISH TO ALL ANGELS
if only i had the wings of a dove
i would fly up to heaven and give you my love
this pain in my heart would go away
and then once more enjoy new years day
instead i recall new years in the past
the happy times i thought would last
but no that was not meant to be
instead in gods garden you walk free
so im sending my love and hugs to you above
and wishing you a happy new year in heaven with love xx
forever loved and missed so much xxxxxxxxxxxxx
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~ Winter Snow ~
This is the time of wonder,
The season of the star...
Enraptured by its splendor,
Our thoughts go winging afar
Across the memories and miles,
Like angel melody,
Till every face is wreathed in smiles...
Hearts hold tranquillity.
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And as the snow falls, pure and white
On roof and street and hill,
Joy settles in our hearts tonight,
Glad tidings of goodwill,
On homes and hearth fires, peace descends,
And as the candles glow,
Flames of faith are kindled...
Love shines across the snow.
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Thinking of you at Christmastime
You're in my thoughts today
You've only gone to Heaven
To watch over us each day.
Today we'll spend together
just like we always do
I'm sending Christmas Wishes
with love
from me to you.
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merry christmas
FOR A SPECIAL LOVED ONE XX
We've shared our hearts, full of Holiday Cheer
and shopped for presents for loved ones this year
the house is dressed up with garland and lights
that sparkle and shine through the Holiday nights
But even with all of this Holiday bliss
there’s someone we lost that we terribly miss
and as this Christmas Day draws near
we wish with all of our hearts she was here.
She's living her life way up past the stars
Somewhere past Jupiter, Saturn and Mars
She's spending her Christmas in Heaven, you see
And last night as I slept, a dream came to me
She was standing before me, happy and well
she said to me "I have something to tell…
Heaven's more wondrous than you would believe
it’s the greatest of gifts I could ever receive.
I'd like for you all to remember the good…
You know that I'd be there if only I could.
So don't feel so bad that I'm not there
There are so many memories you can share
As you gather together, I'm sure you'll find
the gifts deep within you that I left behind.
Each one is unique and wrapped brightly in love
they shine from your hearts as I shine from above.
LOVE FROM FRANCES AND HER ANGELS XXXX
TO A BEAUTIFUL ANGEL WITH LOVE XX
~~~~ Two Twinkling Stars ~~~~
I looked up to the sky last night
and saw two twinkling stars,
I thought about the distance
of Jupiter and Mars.
I thought how far was heaven
was it further than these two
I wondered just how far it was
to Gods garden and to you.
I know one day I'll find out
just how far I'll need to travel
I know that God one day for me
this mystery will unravel
Until that day I'll miss you
every hour that I live through
I'll miss you till the day
comes when I'll finally be with you.
Copyright� Ingrid Aspey
TO A BEAUTIFUL ANGEL WITH LOVE XX
You are gone from me now,
but one they can't take away,
your memory resides inside my heart,
and lights up my darkest days..
we love and miss you so much xxx
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