| Location | ♥ღ ♥♥born In Newcastle,now My Beautiful Son Is Resting On A Little Fluffy Cloud♥ღ ♥♥ |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 28/05/2005 |
| Date of Death | 28/05/2005 |
| Visitors | 5,023 since 29/04/2008 |
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I'M SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO LIGHT ANY CANDLES FOR A WHILE,I HAVEN'T BEEN FEELING VERY WELL&JUST
HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO FACE COMING ON HERE TO LIGHT CANDLES,I HAVEN'T EVEN LIT MANY FOR CIARAN WHICH
BREAKS MY HEART NOT TOO LIGHT THEM FOR HIM EVERYDAY,I HAVE BEEN THINKING OF YOU ALL&HOPEFULLY I CAN
TRY &PULL MYSELF TOGETHER&START LIGHTING FOR ALL YOUR ANGELS,ONCE AGAIN I'M SO SORRY,TAKE CARE,LOVE
TO YOU ALL,MICHELLE.XxXxXxXxX
Shhhh!! Here sleeps a....
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♥ღ ♥♥PLEASE READ♥ღ ♥♥
I'M SORRY FOR THE LACK OF CANDLES AT THE MOMENT,I'M FINDING IT DIFFICULT TO GET THE TIME TO COME ON
REGULARY,PLEASE DON'T THINK I FORGOTTEN ALL YOUR ANGEL'S BECAUSE I HAVEN'T THEY'RE ALWAYS IN MY
THOUGHT'S&I WILL TRY MY VERY BEST TO GET ON TO LIGHT THEIR CANDLES WHEN POSSIBLE.THANK-YOU SO MUCH
TO ALL OF YOU WHO CONTINUE TO LIGHT CANDLES,PUT PICTURES&TRIBUTES ON MY LITTLE BOY CIARAN'S MEMORIAL
YOU ALL HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART& IT MEANS A LOT TO ME.LOTS OF LOVE&HUGS TO YOU ALL
ALWAYS&YOUR ANGEL'S. MICHELLE.XxXxXxXxXxX
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* . (\ ***/) * CIARAN*
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(¸.•´ (¸ .•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•.~~ I LOVE YOU.XxXxX
CIARAN'S DUE DATE WAS:2ND SEPTEMBER 2005.MISS YOU MY BABY BOY.XxXxX
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Ciaran was stillborn at 2:31a:m on the 28th May 2005.At 26 weeks gestation,he weighed 260g as he
must have passed away weeks earlier.
Ciaran has an elder brother Daniel who is 12,and now also has 2 little sisters,Jaymiee who is 18mths
was born on my birthday and that was my best birthday present ever.Jaymiee was named this as a
tribute to Ciaran who's middle name was Jamie we just chose to spell it differently so it was more
girly,his other little sister is called Scarlett and she is nearly 16 weeks.Daniel is autistic that
is why the gap is so big between him and his sisters as it was hard looking after him in the early
years.
My husband and i then thought the time was right to try for another baby and i conceived within
2mths which was a suprise,i went for my 12 weeks scan but was told we had to go back in 2 weeks as
they said i was there too early,they said at the hospital i was only 10 weeks,so we went back and
everything was fine and well and no problems.The 20 week scan then came around and the only concern
my husband and i had at the time was,if it was a little boy autism could arise again,sure enough our
baby was another little boy,my mam who was with us got a bit upset for us and i said to her it was
o.k if Ciaran did turn out to be autistic we would deal with it if that was the case,as long as we
had our baby it wasn't an issue,as everything was fine with Ciaran's scan it showed up no problems.
But little did we know what was around the corner for us.
On Wednesday May the 26th i went for a routine appointment with the midwife at my doctors,we were in
the middle of decorating Ciaran's room at the time,i was called into the room and was asked the
usual questions had i felt baby move etc,my reply was that i hadn't,so the midwife got me to lie
down and started to check for Ciaran's heartbeat,she moved all over my stomach but nothing was heard
and my stomach started to churn,the midwife said he was probably playing hide and seek but she said
i needed to go to the hospital for a scan,by this time i was starting to get upset,then i thought it
's probably me overreacting and we'll come from the hospital and everything would be fine,how
totally wrong i was ,the sonographer scanned over my stomach,i was too scared to look at the screen
and the words the sonographer said still run round in my head today was,i'm so sorry Michelle,i just
burst in to tears ,the pain was unreal,we were then taken into another room different people coming
talking to us about all what happens next,which i didn't really want to hear,then i had to take
medication to stop the pregnancy,which took me ages to do i didn't want to take it,although i knew
Ciaran had already gone i felt by taking this tablet i was killing him all over again,we were then
sent home to return 48 hrs later for me to deliver Ciaran,we were put in a suite on the delivery
ward where you could hear all the newborn babies crying and being pushed along the corridors in
their incubators,i've never cried so much in my entire life as much as i have going through this
totally heartbreaking experience leaving that hospital without our baby was the hardest thing i've
ever had to do i just felt so empty.I never saw Ciaran ,as i gave birth i kept my eyes shut so i
didn't see him,i sat for hours trying to pluck up the strength and courage to go and hold our
little boy and look at him but i couldn't i just couldn't think straight,Ciaran's daddy and nana
went in to see him and i asked them if they honestly thought i could cope with seeing him and they
advised me not to as they didn't think at that time i could cope this is now something i deeply
regret ,if only you could turn back time ,even the midwife who was looking after me was in tears.We
had Ciaran blessed in the hospital we even got the same chaplin to come to our home and bless
Ciaran's room.The next week was Ciaran's funeral and when the hearse pulled up with his little white
coffin i ran up to the car and told them that myself and my husband wanted to carry our little son's
coffin in ourselves ,Ciaran's service was beautiful,i cry every time i play or hear any of the songs
we played at his funeral,i still cry most times ,mainly when i'm on my own i try to get through each
day that passes i have my good days and bad days like everyone who has been through this ,i know
what my baby looked like now as i have his pictures on disc,but it took me nearly 3 years to look at
them but i'm glad i did,our baby has a memorial plaque in a place called Snowdrop Garden which was
specially created for people who have lost babies,Ciaran also has a garden we made for him in which
we have lots of teddybears,windmills,windchimes,
garden ornaments,angel cherubs and flowers,we do this as it gives us comfort and we try to go every
week if possible,we kept Ciarans ashes so he is at home with us in a sense,it's not the same as him
being here with us in person and we miss him so unbearably much.
CIARAN JAMIE SNOWDON WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH OUR TINY LITTLE ANGEL AND ALWAYS WILL FOREVER AND
EVER.XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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CIARAN OUR BEAUTIFUL ANGEL,ALWAYS MISSED NEVER FORGOTTEN,LOVE YOU FROM HERE TO ETERNITY.XxXxX
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☆31ST OCTOBER 2009☆
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☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ HAPPY HALLOWEEN 2009 ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
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♥ ♰ ♥ A SMILE CAN HIDE THE SADNESS ♥ ♰ ♥ A TEAR CAN BE WIPED AWAY ♥ ♰ ♥ BUT THE HEARTACHE OF LOSING YOU ♥ ♰ ♥ WILL NEVER GO AWAY ♥ ♰ ♥
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LOVE JUDE. XX
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14th October 2009
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SENDING BLESSINGS TO YOU MY.......
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GOD'S LITTLEST ANGEL
Mommy and Daddy don't cry for me.
To walk the earth was not meant to be.
I'm in God's house you see.
I watch over you every day.
I know that you love me in a very special way.
You wanted me to be healthy and whole,
So you had to let me go.
You will get to see me every day
As you look at the children who past your way.
I may be the little boy with the dimple in his chin
Or the little girl with the golden curl.
You will know what you did is right Because
When you look in the sky on a clear star filled night,
I will be the star that is shining so bright.
I love you Mommy and Daddy good night.
Special Angel in Heaven
There's a special Angel in Heaven
that is a part of me.
It is not where I wanted him
but where God wanted him to be.
He was here but just a moment
like a night time shooting star.
And though he is in Heaven
he isn't very far.
He touched the heart of many
like only an Angel can do.
I would've held him every minute
if the end I only knew.
So I send this special message
to the Heaven up above.
Please take care of my Angel
and send him all my love.
Author unknown
9TH OCTOBER 2009
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FROM JUDE. X X
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Sending lots of Love to you AngelƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
A candle filled with lots of extra love is sent to you in your home above,i will be away until Tuesday but will be thinking of you as i carry you in my heart Always x x x
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2ND OCTOBER 2009
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Wishing You A Goodnight And Thinking of You with Love.....
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♥ Just a thought of sweet remembrance, ♥ Just a memory sad and true, ♥ Just the love and sweet devotion, ♥ Of the ones who think of you. x x x ♥
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30TH SEPTEMBER 2009
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TO WISH YOU A GOOD MORNING, WITH MY LOVE. X
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Good Morning Beautiful angel xx
I just wanted to come on and say Im so sorry for not being there for you and your family, Ive been struggling recently and found it difficult to come on GTS
I always think of you and if I dont come on every day it doesnt mean I have forgotton you
I send all my love to you always xxxx ♥
A Mother’s Love
auther unknown
I didn’t have to look into your eyes
To fall in love with you.
I didn’t have to hear you cry
To know you loved me too.
I didn’t need to hold your hand
To cherish you always.
Within my womb we shared our hearts
You touched my soul
You sweetened my spirit
You gave me memories I’ll always
Hold very dear
Yes, my heart aches since
You departed so soon
But a mothers love does not
End with death
For you are my child
my love is forever yours.
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I send this to you today as this poem says it all
and i thank you for always looking in on my Baby Mark his Daddy and My Mum, Dad and my Brother,
love always sheila xxx
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